I wanna tell all of you about me including truths

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My job.
For those who know me personally and those who are new, I consider you all as family. But! I want to tell you the truth about myself.  And what I do. I work hard (as it is no surprise to all of you) but I hardly get any days off since I work 5 to 6 days max along with overtime (which is 12 hours, twice was from 1700 to 0900) which I bring 2 cans of monster energy (sometimes juice, punch, ubermonster, and java) along with coffee I make at home and one frappachino starbucks. Especially I wear a bulletproof vest and a stun gun. Now all of you wondered, what is this job is he talking about, I do private security, yes private security as you may know has many names, while some is...well controversial.(I can't tell what it is since my job cannot have us tell anyone about it since i will get in trouble). Now i work at nights (especially sometimes I'm by myself) I wear a concealible bulletproof vest for various reasons since some posts are unarmed. And they are in areas that you wish don't wanna be at. But every time I put on my body armor, I feel safe, but cherish each day and night if it were my last, and my family worries about me. It is why I'm here writing this that I may not be alive either tomorrow or by the next hour. Sure am I afraid of being shot or killed? Why yes I do. But i'am more afraid of not being with my family, since I may or may not be in this world. I get wary and exhausted, I wear now 2 knee braces just to support the additional plate for the bulletproof vest. But after awhile you'll get used to the weight. My fellow officers sometimes face even serious troubles than at my post. Every time I patrol I have to look over my shoulder to see what is behind me.

School and Education.
Now what about College? For now as some have known. I'm taking a break from school. Technically now I'm in Miami-Dade college, but before it was Broward College (f.k.a. Broward Community College) after I graduated in June 14th, 2007. My mom took me to BCC at the age of 18. She wanted me to choose a major, so she thought me doing any field of medicine would benefit for me, and she wanted me to pick cardiology (don't get me wrong, I love studying and learning the heart, since it fascinates me alot. And also seeing a few actual ones) believing that I will have a fresh start at a young age, but I wanted to do biology, so we chose environmental science as a minor and biology as a major. So I passed some of my core classes , one of them was health and science. As I did my years in BCC, I did 2 years in Florida Career College (FCC) since it was beat for me to be in there. As my brother studied medicine and nursing in that school. My parent again persuaded me to do medicine. Since they saw that I passed my health and science class. Yes! I did studied and learn about the human anatomy, especially when you start to see some actual tissues (if you know what they are). So after that I transferred to MDC, where I now taking a break from, and that I need to pay off my student loans. But every time I look back and regret on not doing those. If I ever listened I'm be different. Yet! Some I have to make on my own. And yes I will start doing medicine since I have my CPR license. I hope I can help those in need and put my experiences in good use. 

My Hobbies and Time off:
Whenever I'm at my day off I just chill out. But I do work out, exercise and run with a 40 pound weighted vest (and you guys wondered why my knees feel like crap). Cause my professor says working out relieves stress, and it does since you sweet it out. Sometimes I used to go to 24hr fitness in miramar, but before that was golds gym (before they closed) when I did weights with my friend before he joined the Marines. But on some days and after work I like to draw. And I do love drawing. It eases me. I remember I used to go to Hollywood beach (in Hollywood, Florida. go ahead and check it out).wear I used to bring my vest. And believe me. It is a mission just to jog on the sand with a 40lbs vest. But I always wanted to learn alligator wrestling. I have books at home (and I'm giving some for free, since I no longer need them).and when I'm not tired, I go out with my family to watch movies, go to the everglades or to key largo. I love nature. Even when I'm out, I feel comfortable and my mind is at ease whenever I go out to the everglades. Just being away from civilization just for one and two days feels peaceful. Of course besides the alligators and pythons that are there. I watch science documentaries and sometimes read books about it. (Since I'm giving away astronomy books).

Favorite foods.
Well I love eating Cuban food, since it is my family's diet. But we got to eat healthy. Like vegetables, fruits and grass fed beef and milk. I love eating sushi. Can't help it. Sometimes I eat BBQ but when the whole family is there. But I do sometimes like Caribbean food.

My nationality and background.
Well I'm a Cuban-American (no I'm not a republican nor affiliated with any party) born and raised in South Florida. But believe it or not I'm of Galician descent, and my ancestry is of Asturian (which I'm surprised about that, since I didn't know ) but also of Moorish/Moroccan ancestry of my dad's side of the family. On my mother's side of the family which are all mulatto, are from Cuba, Grenada Spain, and Colombia. Either way I'm still Spanish. But I'm losing my Spanish language since I used to learn Latin and currently Dutch (but I dunno what's gonna happen next). For now its English. I'm also more of a down to earth realist.


My future.
Well since I'm going back to school, I'll give the field of medicine a shot again. But! Before i wanted to volunteer in being a park ranger in West Africa, by joining the AWDF (African Wildlife Defense Force, and go check them out or find my journal about African wildlife, since you'll find them) to stop poachers from killing animals, especially rare and endangered species like the rhinoceros and gorillas the mandrills, I just cannot stand by and watch animals being butchered, they have done nothing wrong to people, only just being themselves and as animals, sure park rangers are killed by poachers, but its the risk of saving the wildlife.. But I dunno what will happen next just for me to keep on working hard. 

I'm sorry if I got personal , but I just need to open myself to you guys. You are part of my family. And I'm glad that you're here. Especially those have been with me ever since. :)
But! I don't have health insurance, Medicaid, nor any benefits. Yup! I'm just a walking target. I used to own them, but with car payment of $315.62 from ally and $264.00 from geico and my phone payment from T-Mobile is $89.00. So I cannot own the health insurance for now. 
I wish you the best of luck and I hope you have successful lives. 
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ManusExtraordinarii's avatar
I have a lot of respect for people who do what you do.

I hope all goes well for you and where you're headed. :)